After considerable
reflection upon what LYA had told me I began a search for
literature referring to the Unidentified Flying Objects. I
analyzed the data concerning such contacts worldwide with great
curiosity to see if anyone else, in the whole world, had suffered
an experience similar to mine. From then on I have been writing to
groups studying the extraterrestrials in the United States as much
as in Europe.
I understood that since
those same groups had, perhaps unconsciously, established
guidelines for such things, they would examine for themselves all
kinds of sightings of ships of extraterrestrial appearance. They
spoke much about the credibility of the extraterrestrial contacts
and speculated concerning the truth or falsehood of such cases,
and this was influenced by many factors.
One of them they referred
to as plasmaphysics. I did not know much about what that was, but
I immediately began to familiarize myself with it and I discovered
that it only referred to extraterrestrial ships and balls of light
whose characteristic was that of a form of stable plasma. Such
luminous phenomena had been reported as UFOs. Luminous balls that
later were recorded in the annals of laboratories were created as
masses of partly ionized air. The masses of air completely ionized
were forms of stable plasma.
What was curious, was
that nobody was able to seriously offer a rebuttal in turn to the
question.
There were accounts that
referred to extraterrestrial beings who entered into contact with
terrestrial people but, for some reason, very few of those cases
were worth taking into account. It gave me the understanding that
those studies were still in the sightings phase. One of the rules
on credibility of the contacts depended in large part on the
conditions under which the sighting was reported, and always on
whether there were two or more witnesses. However after
conscientiously analyzing a case one runs into opposition with
conformance to the established theories creating with this an
uncertainty on whether the witnesses were sober or not at the time
of seeing what they reported they saw.
After much thinking on
this I became disillusioned. How could I say that an
extraterrestrial woman had invited me to travel in her ship and
that she had shown me how much damage man was doing to his own
self? How could I explain that humanity constituted a threat to
it's own self, and that this had been shown demonstrated to me by
a beautiful woman who lived on a world called INXTRIA or AENSTRIA.
If the scientists
scarcely analyzed the light of those photographs and movies that
had been taken of what had appeared as mysterious lights, and had
not studied them under a microscope and in a computer, how could
they explain that the business was not much more serious than a
simele light in the sky?
Sometimes I was totally
convinced that nobody would ever believe me. I had read that when
a UFO was totally identified as a form of plasma the witness was
considered truthful. If the scientists then agreed with this, that
was given absolute credit. But my experience could not be
investigated through any terrestrial parameter, Why? With what
analogues situation could I compare it? I knew it would be very
difficult, and above all for a professor such as I.
Considering this, what
would be my next step?
I was of the opinion that
my case concerning the experiences with LYA was managed with the
greatest love. Because to take the opposite point of view not only
is totally illogical but is absurd. In some manner I had to give
to knowledge all that LYA had said.
In vain I had looked for
someone to offer me the light of an adequate investigation and
analysis of my case.
LYA had told me one time,
almost at the beginning:
"The incredulity and
skepticism shown by the terrestrials has been our principal cover.
We knew that we could come and live on the Earth confidentially.
Nobody would believe in our origin."
She knew that all that
was said by a contactee would always be placed in doubt. She had
also told me:
"We have been
speaking liberally with your co-terrestrials because we are sure
that nobody is going to believe the witnesses."
I reflected on the
classification they would give me. Perhaps they would call me a
lunatic or crazy. Perhaps my students would say that I was
delirious, or my children would define my state as senile
hallucinations. In the majority of the cases they would simply
call me a fanatic.
LYA had given me many
prophecies, which had come to pass with the passage of time. For
example she had informed me that:
"In the days to
come, the world will be confronting many surprises. After 1984
there will be intense political agitation that will bring very
significant changes in all the Communist countries. They will be
trying to find a solution to the problem of hunger and will seek
allies to undertake studies in search of a solution to the
scarcity of foodstuffs, but no country will have confidence in
them. New systems of espionage will be developed and they will
increase their spynets throughout the world for better
communication and to favor new strategies. New personalities will
come to political power who will seek in their turn the support of
scientists in their eagerness to combat the famine, also, because
in the future the scarcity of grains will make more nations
dependent."
I thought that if I spoke
out on the prophesies of LYA, would they believe that I was a
neophyte in predicting the questions of political futures. Once
more the uncertainty.. would they believe me? On the other hand,
wasn't it necessary that they believe me or that they believe LYA!?
I have meditated much on this. I would have to write down all that
she had told me. Whether anybody wanted to believe me or not, it
was within my capacity to try to convince them.
"Would you like to
know something more?" LYA had asked me on that occasion.
"Yes... Who will
triumph at the end of a conflageration?"
"You refer to your
planet? Well then... if the following conflict at a world level
obliges the powers to recruit allies, nobody will survive, not
even those tribes who inhabit the most interior parts of Africa.
The bacteriological weapons that are being developed today in
countries like Viet-Nam and Afganistan still do not show the real
panorama of their noxious spectrum. Their consequences in the long
run will become known later. Moreover, due to the high chemical
concentrations that will be utilized in a conflagration, the Earth
will become barren. Not a single root will survive.
And if perhaps some human
being would come to save himself, it will be for very little time,
because the energy released through the weapons and boobs will
attract more energy from space. Thus once the thick gasses are
concentrated in the stratosphere, gaseous clouds full of energy
that circulate in space will be attracted by the energy of their
same kind or the affinity of their chemical composition. Something
that you do not know is that energy feeds on energy. It is
precisely for this that the atom is so dangerous; because it feeds
on energy. Very great are the dangers to which man is exposed. If
your humanity does not unite and combat these radioactive rains
that come from space, and belts of noxious gasses that will adhere
to the terrestrial atmosphere, nor also to neutralize the enormous
power of combustion of the artificial satellites that surround the
Earth, as well as to suspend the accumulation of deadly weapons,
even for themselves... they will be destroyed by their own
hands."
LYA sent me to ponder
through complete reflection all that I had heard.. which at times
not even I myself could explain... the why of the liberation of
coherent atoms, neutrons, neutrinos, protons, etc. I meditated
profoundly on death... Of what significance was it FOR MAN to live
in the violence and to die for it??? Under these circumstances..
.was it worth being born?
With the passage of time
I felt totally impotent. I no longer listened to the news.
Desperation little by little overpowered me. I continually thought
about peace and how to gain it. Could one University teacher
change the mentality of the great powers? I was trying to
accumulate my will to resist falling into the state of mind that
was slowly sinking me into depression.
I vowed to myself that
someone would come to have access to these pages. I took heart in
the illusion that man would understand. I said to myself that man
is the only rational being of his expression in the world, and it
inspired me to continue until I reached my colleagues through the
lofty expression obtained by writing. I promised that I would do
something for myself by my writing this...
I would continue to
struggle because they must be made to know what LYA had confided
to me... It would cost a lot of work but it was worth the effort
because this was the least that I could do...
